head above water

meowwwwww .

2012-02-26T03:18:00.000+08:00

feels like death

2012-02-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

nicholas tan says (1:45 AM)
you studying?
Ally Tan says (1:48 AM)
no
im dying
restless as fk
+ headache
Ally Tan says (1:49 AM)
want to die alr
nicholas tan says (1:49 AM)
LOL
u suck

:( i swear this constant headache is killing me ok...

helppppppppppppppppp :'''''''''(

Train • Drops of Jupiter

2012-02-14T16:27:00.001+08:00

2012-02-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

have been busy with assignments & tests ever since school started this year... but that's okay, school will be out in about 15 days time after all the exams! and that will mark the end of my second year in poly O_O okaaay, back to studying

will update this space soon (i hope)... here's a pic of fatcat dozing off hehe k byezzzzz |-)

Photographs

2012-01-25T04:33:00.001+08:00

I don't know about other people but I don't really like taking photographs with the people I love (i.e. family)

I used to like it when I was younger but as I grew older I gradually stopped taking photos with my family. Haven't been taking any since I entered secondary school

It's like there's this love-hate r/s between me and memories. I want to remember certain people/ things but I don't want it to be on a photograph... It just makes me even sadder when I think of seeing those photographs the next time when I miss/ think of them

But then again if I don't take any I wouldn't have any to keep in the future as memories :(

Actually I don't even want memories. I just want my family to stay with me forever but we all know there is no such thing as forever. Forever only exists in fairy tales

I have never said I love you to my parents before either. I just can't bring myself to. No it's not that I don't love them but I just can't. Something's stopping me from saying it

I'm weird isn't it lol ok I should sleep, goodnight

2012-01-18T11:39:00.001+08:00

Why do I feel this way?!?!

2012-01-13T03:15:00.003+08:00

FATCAT, Y U SO FAT AND CUTE

2012-01-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

Yay fatcat is back!! >:D

This pussy hasn't been coming home for 2days... But all iz well now! Bahaha |-)

Fresh Start

2012-01-01T18:11:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone |-)

Wanted to blog few days ago but I was too lazy to... Heh so I celebrated xmas and new year at the same place, Forbidden City by Indochine @ Clarke Quay! Had my virgin clubbing experience during xmas hahaha

Met Eric, Un Jin, Douglas, Marcus, Lester and Meiling @ hv first before taking the circle line (it was my first time taking it LOL) to Promenade and walked over to flyer area for countdown last night!!!!

Took a few pix of the fireworks but all not nice one :( so I asked meiling to take a video instead, smart right B-) played indian poker aftermath to clear the 2 bottles of alcohol that I brought down~ walked over to clarke quay for indochine afterwards~ OHHH and mother of god, Meiling and I bumped into 2 weirdos outside the toilet who kept talking to us and even asked if they could follow us wtf?!?!

But anyway last night was the best I swear hahaha spammed chivas + smoked a few sticks and got sofa king high manz fell a couple of times because my legs just went jelly all of a sudden idekw hahaha and I didn't even realize that the back of my top was at the front hahhahah wtf

Cabbed home with Marcus and Un Jin, reached home at 530am, bathed and slept at 6+... Rough night but all iz well |-)

Xmas was gr8 too but not as gr8 as last night hahhaha ok I'm done! Here are some pixxxxxxx

Fail shot #1 of fireworks

Xmas @ Forbidden City by Indochine

New Year @ Forbidden City by Indochine, again

Jägermeister + Vodka

Ok bye and happy new year again!!!

Fatssssss

2011-12-24T03:37:00.000+08:00

Gahhhh I swear I am getting fatter n fatter ok :(

My tummy seriously cannot maintain and my thighs... flabby ttm omg :/ haven't weighed myself for months, hope I haven't hit the 50 mark... Need to workout badly but I'M SO LAZY :( #foreverfat

Anyway it's Christmas eve and my Dad's 73th birthday! But he's still gonna work later on =.= o well... Looking forward to night time!! Gonna go drinking with my classmates yay goodnight ☺

Retail Therapy :-)

2011-12-23T03:33:00.000+08:00

Just realized I haven't been blogging for 10 days so...... hi hahaha

Went over to Avril's crib to dye my hair in the afternoon!! I can haz milk tea brown hair now wahahha |-) xie le zhu rou ♥ Met my aunt to hunt for my Dad's birthday present + some retail therapy @ town aftermath ☺

Shaw House's Mos Burger for late lunch and then walked over to Tangs to hunt for the present first! Got him a wallet from Goldlion |-)

And these are what I've gotten from F21, Cotton On and Typo |-)

Ok bye I need to sleepzzz. Shall end off my post with a photo of fatcat all curled up in her tiny box ♥

A&F's shirtless greeters |-)

2011-12-13T03:18:00.005+08:00

ST Photo by Desmond Lim

LOOK AT THEIR BODIES OMG (!!!!!!) Should have went town that day :( oh well~ more eyegasms coming up |-) Scroll down for more hehehe

CUTE MAX OMG <3

CUTE MAX #2 HAHAHA <3

"YEAH THAT'S RIGHT BABY IT'S YOU I'M LOOKING AT" HAHAHA ok no

Look at those abs!!! Omg and the V!!!! *.*

(Photo courtesy of Marcus Seng)

End of eyegasms! BAHAHAH for more go to >> HERE ;)

Anyway I met Weiling yesterday! And we were late as usual hahaha I bought 6 tako balls (WASN'T NICE AT ALL GRRRRR) from 313 and then we rushed over to Cine for New Year's Eve!! Not bad eh sweet and cute movie :') after movie > bought gong cha > walked over to PS > pizza hut for din > homeeeeee. No pix this time round though :(

Okay time to sleep! Goodnight. X

Kafka on the Shore

2011-12-11T14:10:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.”

― Haruki Murakami

Wasted as fuck

2011-12-11T03:56:00.000+08:00

柯震东 <3

Say hi to my new eye candy!!! Hehehe. Cute ttm plz. Especially in the movie You Are The Apple of My Eye! Oh my... ~.~

Anyway, I'd an impromptu drinking session last night with G, B and M!!!!

Bought a few cans of anchor after we finished this and then B & M went home first. I was very tipsy/ high/ drunk still so G stayed to take care of me omg if it wasn't for him I think I'd be lying on the streets LOL drunkest night ever *.* reached home around 3, fell asleep at 4+ and woke up at 6+ to vomit HAHA felt so much better after vomiting the alcohol out...

Today- attended a wedding dinner at Hotel Royal@Queens w my mama. Reached home around 11+ and watched You Are The Apple of My Eye!!! Ahhhhhh, 柯震东... |-)

Ok I'm going to bed now! Super tired and there's nothing else for me to do online already pfft good night!

New look

2011-12-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

Just edited my blog template |-) now... back to studying. ☹ Gonna make my own hot chocolate in awhile bahaha k bye!

Took my love

2011-12-07T03:44:00.001+08:00

Just watched the last episode of Gossip Girl (S5E10) for 2011!!! Omg I swear it's the most exciting episode of S5 yet! Go watch it if you haven't, I don't wanna be a spoiler heh.

But fuckkkk, the next episode will only be out on 16th Jan :( that's more than a month away, urghhhh. Seriously can't wait for it...

Anyway, I'm almost done with my mids! Only one paper left and it's on this Friday. After which... 3 weeks of hols baby!

Okay I'm gonna crash now, it's almost 4 in the morning... Good night all ☺

Oh yeah I had teppanyaki for lunch with Meiling and bought this today hehe

GARRETT'S POPCORNZZZ |-)

y so cute

2011-12-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

hollaaaaaaa

i just had dinner @ hv's ewf with vemon, wilson and joseph! ordered their grilled ham & cheese sandwich + nutella shake again |-) oh and i saw ms teo there too :-)

k bye i'll blog again soon... prolly after next week heh

Here comes the feeling you thought you'd forgotten.

2011-11-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

Trying so hard not to think of you but I really miss seeing your face 5 times a week :-/

Anyway... I attended my neighbor's daughter's wedding dinner @ Raffles Town Club yesterday with my mum! Grrrrr fat arms :-(

say hi to fatcat!!!!!! |-)

Okay I shall prepare for school now! Skipped 3 lessons in the morn just now :-/ kkkkkk bye

[EDIT: I didn't go to school AT ALL in the end hahaha -_-""""""]

KOJH

2011-11-12T02:43:00.001+08:00

Can't help but smile to myself whenever I think of you saying "I'll miss wearing your slippers" even though I know you were just kidding

I must be crazy

I need to meet new people

Goodnight

new piercings

2011-10-31T01:41:00.000+08:00

hello all

i met pork floss aka avril today! HAHA. supposed to meet at 4pm but ended up meeting at 530pm... anyway! we had early din @ marina square's hotpot and then took a bus to fep~ had my tragus re-pierced and a second one on my earlobezzzzzz. i am so brave hahahha ok then we walked over to cine to buy my studs and gongcha! bahaha i tried earl grey milk tea this time round and i actually liked it hehe then walked over to 313 to buy her lipbalm then sat down for awhile to talk and then home!!!!

okay time to crash! school at 9am later :( good night/bye and somehow a part of me is still hoping to bump into you at town again hahaha ok last warning BYE

Last kiss

2011-10-29T03:54:00.002+08:00

All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss

paradise

2011-10-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

school is such a bore, i swear.

i rlly rlly miss those itp days... i miss waiting for the goddamn 106 and squeezing with the working adults on the bus even though i complain about it all the time. i miss turning on the hi-fi and tuning in to 91.3 every morn whenever i step into the showroom and photoshop away till i knock off. and i miss the people there too, it may sound cliché but they were like family to me :'''''(

ohhhhh and i dreamt of ___ this morn... i could see his face so damn clearly, it was probably one of the clearest dream i've ever had.

anyway, i went back to my itp workplace last wed to (supposedly) collect my notebook but apparently i forgot all about it again after staying there for 6hours. asdgfhgdfjghjkl. oh well... guess i have to make another trip down soon to take it and this means i'll have another chance to see them again! hehe

okay i need to sleep. it's 0145hrs now and i've got school at 0900hrs later on... good night.

xx

could it be something more

2011-10-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

caught the change-up with weiling @ cine just now! our first m18 movie siol :$ HAHA and guess what, i bumped into ken! he was actually watching the same movie as me hahaha unexpected much, sg is indeed v v v small~

AND...!!!!!

I FINALLY SET FOOT IN H&M BAHAHA LIKE FINALLYYYY. B-) had pepper lunch for din, walked around ion for abit and then homeee! hehehe okeh time to crash~ school at 9 later -_- pffffft bb

Best 6 weeks of my life

2011-10-15T02:24:00.000+08:00

a note left by my supervisor.

:'''''( this is the sweetest note that i've ever gotten in my life i swear.

even though it's just a simple 'i love you sweetheart' and 'i am going to miss you darling'...omg i really can't describe this feeling. gahhhhhh. i miss all of them already. sigh. don't think i'm ready for school on monday anyway. still in the itp mood. ugh god i hate this. :'''''''(

Life's good

2011-10-11T08:59:00.003+08:00

Met Benny on Sunday for fright night @ Cine!!! It sucked lol stupid show pffft. Walked over to 313 for din @ Yoshinoya and then Ion for Hokkaido milk ice cream! Yum yum~ walked around for a bit and headed home :-)

And yesterday I met Vemon for dinner @ PS's Pizza Hut after work! Heheh took 106 back to holland and I went to fetch my mom while he waited for me underneath my blockkkkk. Brought my lappy down to sync my songs into his phone and then he walked me back to put my stuff/change before I went to do closing

Yupzzz that's all ok bye I'm omw to work/freezing in the bus with my mf-ing nasty cramps ugh :'(

onlybenny

2011-10-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BAC EFRON!! HAHAHAH //inside joke

seriously you're the biggest asshole for trolling me over and over again!!!!!!! :@:@:@ grrrr but it's okay i forgive you hahaha :p oyea I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS PICTURE

HAHAHHAHAH gay muchhhhhh and i just realized i've actually known you for um.....5years?!??! or 4 omg TIME FLEW BY SO QUICKLY! i'll always remember you as my horror movie partner LOLOLOL wahahha ok bye and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN :D

2011-10-02T23:48:00.001+08:00

i honestly don't know why the fuck do i still care

Does it even matter anyway

2011-09-18T03:11:00.000+08:00

i wanna rant but i'm so lazy and i don't know where to start from... grrrrrr k forget it

Peekchazzz

2011-09-10T17:09:00.004+08:00

Life

2011-09-10T17:09:00.001+08:00

So I made it through week 1 of itp hehe. 5 more weeks to go~ am rather used to working there already I guess... My colleagues are nice, my boss is nice too :-) I think I might miss them when my itp ends :'(

Anyway, I'm using the new blogger app for iPhone rn! I'd rate it 3/5... Had to try logging in a few times before I could actually blog with it.

Ok bai I'll update again soon :-)

lazy

2011-08-30T03:46:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating lately, there's nothing much to blog about anyway. even if i want to, i always end up backspacing all of it so what's even the point

i REALLLLLY need to start sleeping early, if not i'll be dead when i start work next monday.

good night.

That awkward moment when...

2011-08-21T18:06:00.000+08:00

you want to blog/tweet about something but you don't know if you should post it or not and end up backspacing all of it

reality check

2011-08-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

everyone is selfish. the only person that you can trust and rely on is no one but yourself.

updates

2011-08-16T02:50:00.000+08:00

met qiaosen on sunday night to pass him his tank
met nicholas just now for dinner at holland and that fucker said i grew fatter + face still as fat as before :'''''''( k time to lose some weight....after my exams lol
on the bright side: i'm finally done with PBL + MAD + RWP (phew)
which means i'm left with GDW CA3 assignment and 2 major papers
10 more days before i can relax
need to start reading books again (haven't been reading for quite some time)
my left eyelid has been twitching for the whole day, this is a sign that i haven't been getting enough sleep
19 more slides to go and i'm off to bed

k bye

2011-08-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

choked up

2011-08-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

i am 10 days away from my first paper and i am still struggling to complete 2 main projects + 1 practical interview + 1 report and i have yet to study any shit for my EST

whoever the fuck said poly is slack-ish, fuck you

(CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER)

nobody knows

2011-08-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

so sick and tired of hearing all these constant quarrels

for you

2011-08-06T02:43:00.002+08:00

please get well soon and meet me, we haven't officially met and your snow tiger is coming soon from london :(

Always

2011-08-01T04:18:00.002+08:00

CAUGHT HP7.2 TODAY WITH AVRIL AND IT WAS SOOOOOO GOOD! Bumped into Joel at Cine too!! Han's for dinper and home! Heheh ok bye and HELLO AUGUST.

p/s: just 4 more months before 2012 is hereeee.

cuteness overload

2011-07-19T03:14:00.002+08:00

SAY HELLO TO FATCAT/GINGER/OEI!!!!!

haven't been blogging lately... well it's not like i can find anything interesting to blog about anyway. my life revolves around school/home/assignments/holland v, what's even new

check out my tumblr instead, i tumblr all day long hehe k bye and i love cats!!!!

cravings

2011-07-12T03:28:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooo

i need to re-pierce my tragus OR get second piercing on my earlobe soon, my life is too boring/mundane/unexciting. i need some pain to feel alive. lol kidding but i really want to pierce somewhere on my ears, i feel so noob-ish with just one piercing on each ear and i miss my tragus piercing :(((((

and i feel like going on a food spree @ taka's basement... tako balls, korean street food, cheese sausage prata, beard papa etc etc omg so hungry now......................

kk gotta sleep, my first lesson's at 10am :( bye

don't you?

2011-07-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

everybody wants to tell someone their secrets

things to do

2011-07-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

rwp report
math tutorial
math pbl
mad mini project
nsm group project

fucking creep

2011-07-10T06:04:00.002+08:00

hiya

i'm just gonna copy n paste some of my evening tweets here to get things started off with

#1 What the actual fuck, this dude suddenly came up to me and asked if he could talk to me in private but I said no and...

#2 He told me he has been looking out for me/staring at me for the past two years during his lunch break........ WHAT THE FUCK OK

#3 Creepy as fuck!!!!! Then I said no when he asked for my contact and he still asked if I wanted his. Obvsly I don't want right omg

#4 In my head I'm like, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME DUDE URGHHHH 

#5 And the reason he chose to tell me this today- he's gonna be transferred to another outlet soon. THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO SEE HIM ANYMORE 

fucking hell la the first thing that came to my mind when he told me about this fucked up shit was "O FUCK. this means he has been watching every single move that I've been making since 2 fucking years ago?!?! Omgwtf...??????!"

UGHHHHH this is probably one of the worst confessions that i've ever heard... god

anyway, good news is that my flash assignment is now 80% d-o-n-e, yay! but fuck, it's 6 in the morning now -_______- okay i should go to bed now before my mom wakes up and nag at me

good bye and night

untitled

2011-07-09T04:40:00.000+08:00

time check- 4.37am
current activity- eating ruffles while blogging

well hello there

i have been working on my flash assignment since i got home at 12am~ i would say it's about mmm 50% done? since i've covered all the scenes...i'll just have to add in more info and animations + actionscripts and i'm done! but all these must be done and submitted by 2359hrs on sunday

which means i'll have a lower chance of even going anywhere on sunday- my only free day of the week

wahhhhhhh >:(((((((( k bye

best day of the week

2011-07-08T03:22:00.000+08:00

despite me feeling lethargic as fuck today due to the lack of sleep these two days, i'm gonna mark thursday as my best day of the week

reason: I SAW QT/SKATERBOI IN SP TODAY

YES I'M TALKING BOUT THE ONE IN MY PREV POST WHO ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED MY FEET/FLATS ON THE BUS HAHAHA oh god i was still wondering when will i see him again on sunday and asjdnasdnajsdsasfaks i saw him today in S freakin P! and and and he was only 3 seats away from me!!!1!1!! super clear view please O_O ~ hahahahaha ok maintain

his smile is so......... yumz lor HAHA ok not yumz but yknow.. cute/charming etc etc :)))))))))))))))

ok i'm actually going to bed now! i've got a lecture at 10am later but still contemplating if i should go.. since it's only 2hrs and the only lesson i've for tomorrow

mmm mmm

OK BYE

monte carlo

2011-07-04T03:46:00.001+08:00

so i met frannie and fatdoggg today ^^

plan was to meet up for movie, shopping, catch up and what not! gosh haven't met frannie for a year plus! have i already mentioned? i think i did?? meh too lazy to check my previous post...caught monte carlo instead of transformers3, it was unexpectedly good!!! leighton meester is so pretty waaaaah i like her body too, f9 as fuqqqq~

here's the trailer if you haven't watched it/ might be interested in watching

OH AND I TRIED GONGCHA FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAYYYYYY. milk green tea as usual hehe |-) bought 2 rings at the flea and a pair of shorts @ 313's f21! yayz happygurlz iz mez |-) |-) |-)

frannie left first to meet her family so fatdoggg and i headed to 313's superdog for icecream!! his treat hehe went back to holland at 9+ and while i was omw to the busstop i saw the qt/skaterboi who accidentally touched my feet+flats while he was swinging his arm on the bus in the afternoon today again!!! omgzzzz awkward much but still...he's too cute and it's a must that i blog about it so that i can read it and smile to myself in the future heheheh

okaaaaaaaay i'm rlly exhausted so good night! i shall go to bed thinking of him hahhahahaha ok bye

dusting down the stars

2011-07-03T04:19:00.000+08:00

so lately i've been doing nothing after my mst. just staying home and watching movies on funshion, helping out at my parents' and sleeping and eating

i swear i'm getting fatter, i eat 4-5meals a day and i sleep for 10hrs or more a day. this "holiday" of mine srsly screwed up my weight and bio clock :'(

anyway i bumped into shane and qiaosen just now, wished shane happy birthday for like idk, the 3rd time lolz. and the other 38 said "oh me? thx." what a smelly 38, haha kidding

okay got to sleep now, meeting frannie and paperfeetgoh in 11hrs time! haven't met frannie for a year plus omg kk byezzzz

glad

2011-06-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

YEZZZZZZA my mst is finally over! feeling super relieved now omg ahaha best feeling everrrrrrr. ok bye update again soon!

How to memorize shits for test/exam

2011-06-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

First, use a pencil or word processor (I prefer the latter because it’s faster) to type, in complete sentences, any fact you think might appear on the test. Use short sentences because they’re easier to remember.
Take your printed notes into a quiet room, shut the door, and eliminate all distractions.
Look at the first sentence in your notes and read it out loud. Then, close your eyes and say the sentence without looking at it.
Repeat the step above, this time with the first 2 sentences.
Next, try it with 3 sentences. Then 4. Repeat until you have memorized every sentence in your notes.

Source: johnplaceonline

(posted it here in case i need it next time lol k bye)

fattypigforlife

2011-06-26T04:19:00.003+08:00

just had this about an hour ago hahaha yes i know i'm sucha pig (oo) but it's a kid's meal so it's not that bad right...? rightttttttttt

i was studying at wendy's with xinghao again heh for bout 3hrs and bought these ^ before i left the place~ ogai i'm gonna do a few more questions and i'm off to sleeeeeeeep!

oh and there is actually a qt who stays at my level omgawd why did i only realize it now?!?!

o-k byezzzz

worst week ever t(=,-)t

2011-06-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

shampoo got into my left eye while i was showering just now :D

life's good!!!!!

gym class heroes are back baby

2011-06-22T03:43:00.000+08:00

current fav song. i could play this all day long ♥

panda eyes, hello

2011-06-20T04:05:00.004+08:00

so i've been meeting xinghao at night to study together @ hv's coffee bean for 2 days in a row already and i guess i could say it was quite productive because i did some practice papers 8-)

but the first night (sat night) was hell, i ordered this ~~stupid~~ ice blended cookies & cream thinking it'd taste so good etc etc but it turned out to be coffee-like and i could barely taste the "cookies & cream" in it... the caffeine killed me, i couldn't sleep for the whole night and i was up tossing and turning, playing unblock me and tweeting away for the whole damn night

it was probably one of the worst insomnia i ever had. having a literally sleepless night sucks because i've panda eyes now. it's really bad and pretty obvious, ugh. had no time to rest till like 5pm so i napped for bout 3hrs and woke up to eat dinner and met xinghao afterwards

came home at 1am and continued doing my practice papers and holla i'm here blogging now

i should sleep. it's 4. i don't want anymore sleepless nights again. goodnight. x

tragus appreciation post 2k11

2011-06-17T05:35:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 months and 2 weeks since we've been together but tonight you made an abrupt decision to leave me.. Sigh I thought we'd last but no you gave up on me few minutes ago

Why, tell me why?!!!

:'(

...
..
.

Guess I'll go for my second piercing soon and maybe pierce my tragus again someday. Oh wellzzz gudnaightttt :'(

lost

2011-06-17T03:08:00.000+08:00

time is passing by too quickly, i feel like.. i'm alive but i'm barely breathing

there is just so much to do but so little time. i feel like shit because of my progress in gamedev assignment + my studying pace for mst. i need time to slow down

but we all know that is just impossible, sigh. wish i graduated from poly already :'(

fuck all this i'm going to bed to toss and turn till i fall asleep

BYE

我又失眠了

2011-06-15T05:11:00.000+08:00

hello again, nights like this. You've got to stop holding me up and keeping me awake at such hours, I need to sleep so plzzz let me go..... _|_

Need to change back my bio clock asap uh fuqqqq. Freaking 13 days more till my first paper and I haven't studied any shit and my bio clock's screwed as fuck

Have been sleeping at 5/6 in the morning and waking up at 2/3 in the afternoon... Can't imagine if I actually miss my paper due to this lol kk bye end of random rantzzz

sparks fly

2011-06-11T04:33:00.002+08:00

harro harro

it's 4 in the morning and i'm still awake, sighhhhh. haven't been sleeping well these few days. fucking insomnia just won't leave me despite me feeling worn out already ughhhhh

kk here are some pictures since idk what else to blog about/lazy to type in detail

ubin

firefly

notebooks from typo - have i posted this before? mm

these are actually brought back from paris by my sister

steamboat @ seoul garden

my creation hehe

~end of pictures~

time for some tossing and turning, bye

happy day :-) :-) :-)

2011-06-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

hiya people~~~~

my 3 weeks of term break is finally here!!!!!!!!!1!!1!!!!!!! yay so harpeeee ^^ went to school today for just an hr+ of lecture and went str8 home after that because of my starmarkegg :'( mmm then after about 1.5hrs later lester came to pick me and we went for our eye appointment @ school's optometry centre!

so glad that i went despite having my starmarkegg heh if not i wouldn't have gotten to know a qt/trainee optometrist heheheheehehehe |-) plus i had a rlly rlly awkward moment with him because he was super duper near to my face when he was trying to check the back of my eyes omg ahhahaha he warned me and i knew it was gng to be awkward ttm but...... hehehheh

(i've been smiling like this to myself ever since i got home aha)

ogaiiiiii i'm gonna continue watching gossip girl byezzzzzzzzz |-)

hello june, you're here

2011-06-01T02:59:00.001+08:00

current status: infatuated with chuck bass aka ed westwick

oh cum to me already u sexy beast~~~~ o k bye i've only 4hrs of sleep left... poor me, le sigh

outfit

2011-05-31T03:08:00.000+08:00

well hello

i'm having my formal presentation in about mmm 7hrs++ time and i'm still awake/blogging lol ugh this stupid presentation is gonna be < 5mins but i took the whole day to do up the slides and prepare my outfit

dangggggggggggg i h8 school... but oh well, just another 4 more days to go and i can relax for a bit before my mst! i can do this \o/ ~

okie goodnight. x

my mind is muddy and my heart is heavy

2011-05-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

i don't even know where to begin with but i guess, fuck you

you're always there, you're everywhere

2011-05-29T17:31:00.001+08:00

hello there~~~

haven't been updating this space for quite some time.. life has been pretty dramatic for me i must say. family, friends, school. everything. so much shit happened i could really use a get away and take a breather elsewhere.

but since i can't, alcohol seems to be the only thing i can turn to ha ha ha. drank 3 times in < 2 weeks. hurhur no big deal i know. just one more week of school and i'll be having my term break of 3 weeks, yeyeyeye

then i'll be having my MST after that and i've got 3 tests + 1 presentation this coming week which i'm not prepared for at all :-------( ugh so sick of poly life

tired of people giving me shit too, what the fuck am i a toilet _|_

k bye, attempt to study #1 starts now

i will update soon

2011-05-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

nothing even matters

2011-05-20T02:44:00.002+08:00

2011-05-14T02:16:00.001+08:00

i wish you well

2011-05-09T03:14:00.000+08:00

well hello there.

my life has been pretty much the same except that i've fallen sick a few days ago or should i say one week ago? yeap one week ago but i'm recovering already so yay |-)

btw i'm at S2E15 of gg already! and omg i actually dreamt that penn badgley became my bf this morning lololol ikr, that's never gonna happen :'(

anyway, i met weiling today and caught thor @ cine!! that movie was gr8, i would prolly rate it 4/5 :-) not gna be a spoiler so yeah go watch it yourself |-) and then we went to topshop @ knightsbridge + f21 @ 313 and our last stop was pastamania @ cineeee!

ohhhh and today was my first time wearing wedges out to town lololol well hello noobie here aha and overall i would say it was a gr8 day out!!! |-) even though it was only for a few hours and my feet totally did NOT hurt from wearing those wedges ugh... :'(

okay gtg, need to crash. g'night!

awww yea

2011-05-04T02:12:00.002+08:00

funshion's got to be the best program created ever lol i finally managed to install it yesterday after several times of failure due to this detected trojan thingy in the file when i was trying to install it a few months ago. so the very first movie that i downloaded and watched was P.S. I Love You

i've been wanting to watch it so bad and omg it's such a sad + touching + cute movie okay :'( :') oooo and i absolutely love the track "P.S. I Love You" by Nellie McKay. it is so soothing and just makes me feel so relaxed whenever i listen to it

and now i'm hooked on watching gossip girl omggggggg chace crawford is such a qt and so is penn badgley |-) i figured i should start from season 1 so yeah i'm at S1E6 now lol i know i'm slow but idc okay life's good aha

ok good bye and night, i've got class @ 8 later :------(

reasons to feel bad

2011-05-01T04:14:00.002+08:00

hiya

i actually forgotten the fact that i've a blog lol but anyway who cares right, nobody reads this space except for myself..

i think i'm starting to pms again oh god this isn't funny at all i hate being all pms and shit. it's so unfair to the people around me, especially my parents

i'd get so short-tempered and raise my voice at the slightest thing. i'm sorry i never wanted to be this way, i just can't help it sometimes.. okay make that most of the time :-/

it's 405am and my mom is still awake because i am too.. it's mother's day next week and i haven't prepared any present for her. but she told me that's alright and asked if i could do some housework tomorrow. i guess i could, it's a simple request afterall

i've got so much more to say but i really should head to bed already so... good night and hello may

i'm not gonna say "please be a good month blah blah blah" etc because i know nothing is gonna change even if i say it a thousand times

nothing's gonna change

be careful what you wish for, history starts now.

-

2011-04-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

if time is all i have

2011-04-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

did i ever mention how much i love james blunt omg his voice..... <3

listen to his live version of if time is all i have

and then listen to his album version

waaaah both are so perfect can *melts*

okay bye i'm going to eat my dinner now and meet A later!!!!

strangers, again

2011-04-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

nobody's perfect

2011-04-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

so, i had a long day today and it was about mmm 20km long?

HAHAAHAHHAHA ok maintain. i've a good news though, i think i've successfully changed back my bio clock!!!!! i fell asleep as soon as i went to lie down on my bed yesterday aha yay

i'm heading to bed once i'm done updating this space again

ok tbh idk what to blog about -_- just felt like posting something mmm mmm

#1 i followed leticia bongnino on twitter today and she followed me back haha so cute but i don't think she's the real one though but then again, who cares. ha

#2 i realized i haven't been tweeting much nor checking in into foursquare lately haha no particular reason though

#3 "trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller and smaller with every mistake you make"

#4 "when you love someone, you’ll do anything you can to keep them with you. unfortunately, there is also a point when you have to step back and say that it’s time to let go"

#5 i'm sleepy

#6 this is the longest weekend break ever + tgif (i've got 4 days of break, starting from today, considering that it has passed 12mn and i've no school on monday)

#7 james blunt's if time is all i have and jessie j's nobody's perfect are my current fav songs rn

#8 you deserve it

#9 it's 205am now and i'm going to bed

#10 good night and...

just kidding love u all! bye

stronger

2011-04-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

hiya

it has only been 2 days since school started but it feels like it's been a week or sthg. also, i've been bumping into brandon jude and co in school a lot! i think i'm gonna bump into them again later haha andddd!!! myo's in the same class as me! so happy aha |-)

had my first gems lesson today and am glad i chose + forced my tool / lester to register ISB tgt with me wahaha o and weiling's in the same gems class as me too hehehe sooooooooo my gems class ended early and my tool gave me a ride home

ok i'm actually gonna sleep now! very exhausted and i've got a long day ahead of me ltr :-( k bye

this.

2011-04-20T02:02:00.003+08:00

so much hatred

2011-04-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

dear unappreciative cunt,

i honestly and sincerely hope you'll move out / die asap. or get locked up. i don't wanna see your face in this house, you useless twat

i remember how you used to threaten me when i was having my Os, telling me not to screw up and shit. ha suck on that bitch, i didn't and i'm doing well in poly now

and i'll never cook for you ever again

_|_

:@

2011-04-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

Argh hi whoever's reading this

I swear I damn angsty now ok this stupid uncle labelled my Topshop blouse as "very aunty"....... floral print nia floral print means aunty meh?!???! He obviously has no taste!!!!1!1!1!!! Eat my poo ok whoever thinks that floral print = aunty

Oh btw I saw my qtpie just now!!! :-) omgggg so happy we had eye contact too （＾∇＾） HAHAHAHA

Ok bye and Zhe Yue is a square head loser. Teehee

forever in love

2011-04-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

i swear i love this song so much

Burger King Sundae Promo

2011-04-14T00:54:00.003+08:00

Every meal should end on a sweet note. That is why Burger King® is offering each and everyone of you a sweet deal. The King is giving you a free sundae with every burger purchased (à la carte or meal). Available in not just two, but three delectable flavours, there’s no better way to top off a satisfying meal.

Grab your coupon for a #free sundae with any burger bought @ #BurgerKingSG now! (http://t.co/vhKopKa)

Simply present the coupon below in any form to enjoy this special giveaway!

porkiez birthday post

2011-04-13T02:38:00.003+08:00

hello pork

this was the "impt thing" that i've been doing just now and this whole post shall be dedicated to you and only youuuu. HAHA ok i shall start off with... look at how much you've changed!!!!!!

REMEMBER THIS????????? OMG YOU HELPED ME TO TIE A BOW THAT DAY AND THIS WAS IN DEC 2009 AND YOU SPAMMED SO MANY PICTURES OF YOURSELF HAHA! ^^

this was in dec 09 tooooooo, at the steamboat restaurant @ bugis if i'm not wrong!

this was on 31st dec 09 at marina squareeeee!

omg when we both still had bangs back then ^.^

AND THIS!!! WE DID OUR FAIL JUMPSHOTS HERE HAHAHA OMGAWDDDD AND A SUPER AWWW-ISH PHOTO OF US:

:$ AWW SHY HAHAHAHA

and now we have....... the most disgusting drink evaaaaaaaaa from each a cup

was this peppermint or sth? can't rmb but it sucks so much and we still managed to drink 3/4 of it thanks to truth/dare heh

and this was last year august!!!!!! the sticker game HAHA

and this is the last photo...!

on the day we flew kite with V + R :-)

ohgawd how time flies~ from 09 till now.... 3rd year already sia wo de tianz HAHA ok i'm ending off with a message:

"happy 18th birthday pork, i love you and good night i want to sleep already my eyes damn pain T.T"

HAHAHHAHAHA

ENJOY YOURSELF TMR @ ___ _____! ;) hehe

nuff said

2011-04-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

shelter

2011-04-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

i find shelter in this way

under cover, hide away

can you hear what i say

i have never felt this way

infinity

2011-04-07T01:55:00.001+08:00

i just remembered i met gcethepaperfeet on 28th mar and we had dinner @ everything with fries, followed by dessert @ the daily scoop and i bumped into herrick and louis :o)

okay that is all. i've nothing much to blog about so...... bye and i didn't get to see qt today :-(

boohoohoo brb /wrist

loljk bb

i'm on pms mode

2011-04-05T22:51:00.001+08:00

i warned.

today is one of those days i...

2011-04-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

don’t feel like talking to anybody and just shut myself off from everyone and just do the things i like/want without a care in the world

this post is especially for those who talk to me as if i owe them a fucking living/ ought to be there for them whenever they need me or should i say when they are bored that’s why they are talking to me or because they are waiting for something to load

i am obvsly not your entertainer so please fuck off if you’re going to make use of me/ talk to me rudely

Space Bound

2011-04-04T01:37:00.002+08:00

well hello there people :-)

i met my gurlfrans/ avril + steph today ^^ we took a bus to town and first stop was FEP! after walking up and down for 143923124934 times, they finally got their dresses and were pretty much satisfied because they got it at a rlly good price :-)

after getting their dresses we had early dinner at this chicken rice shop at lvl 4/5 (forgot which) and omg it's rlly damn good i swearrrrr! had rootbeer float afterwards hehe

and i made a rlly rlly rlly impromptu decision to pierce my tragus •_• it hurt so bad at first but after awhile it was okay BUT it came back again :-(

oh welllllllll

and i bought two A5 notebooks for school too :-)

Got them @ typo!

The cashier dude's rlly cute btw omg can't stand it •_•

Headed back to holland around 10 and I met Vemon + Yanchwen (?) under my block for awhile! Okay gtg bb, it's a brand new week againnnn.

Nobody knows

2011-04-03T02:33:00.001+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so tired. I REALLY should head to bed asap. There's nothing much to do online anyway, besides tumblr, fb and msn. My life is such a bore

I'm in dire need of sleep but my mind and thoughts are keeping me up all night. I think I need some sleeping pills...

Meeting my gurlfrans in approx 13hrs++ and me me me so excited because I can see Steph in a dress hehehhehe ^^

ok buaiiiiiiii!

Zzzz

2011-04-02T04:39:00.000+08:00

Seems like I'll never be able to change back my bio clock （−＿−；）

Why like that? :-/

2011-04-01T04:11:00.000+08:00

Helpppp I don't know why but I'm always picturing the worst scenarios in my head and I'll be like "ughhhhh gross" and I stop thinking bout it but awhile later I'm picturing it in my mind all over again

And the scenarios are always blood-related or creepish kind

Fuck

How am I gng to sleep like that? •_•

Always

2011-04-01T03:17:00.000+08:00

I reblogged this from a bitch on my tumblr yesterday and this bitch dick slapped me after seeing it :-( :-(

ouch LOL!

Anyway I was up really early today (8am) for the first time EVER since holidays started despite the fact that I slept for less than 3hrs. Couldn't believe it myself either but I did it and I'm glad I did it :')

Kthxbai good night, I'm only left with 5hrs to sleep because I'm waking up at 8 again!

P/S: I missed out my pork in my mobile uploads post sooooooooo...

TA DAH!

Hahahhehhehuhuhu potassiumthxbai!

O WAIT WAIT LAST PICTURE HAHAHAH, THIS IS SO TRUE.

Times Like These

2011-03-30T03:23:00.002+08:00

I am actually having a headache now while I'm typing this and I feel like throwing up. Weather's kinda chilly now and it's best to sleep so I guess I'm heading to bed in a bit and life has been pretty much the same lately, except that my dad is my current worry now

April is coming in 2 days time and this also means that school is reopening very soon :-/

I really need to change back my bio clock but the thing is — I keep saying I have to but I'm not doing anything to help change it, AGAIN

Ughhhhhhh. Procrastination is a bitch.

Kthxbai

Mobile Uploads

2011-03-27T03:13:00.000+08:00

I miss you guys, we should drink again soon

bangles + lappy

the only cat i'll ever feed

shameless bitch hahahaha

ANGSTY

2011-03-27T02:27:00.001+08:00

So much for calling you "best friend" last year. I must be blind then. PUI CHAO NUA SIAL SRSLY

Fucking gay shit, you are worse than a girl k. I should be the one doing whatever you did, not the other way round _|_ No one can ever beat your level of pettiness and insensitivity, good luck on finding a gf with that attitude of yours, fucktard

GOOD BYE

Can't stand it

2011-03-25T03:14:00.001+08:00

When a guy texts or talks to you when he can't sleep, what does this mean and is this a good or bad thing?

Idk but the first thing that came to my mind was they are prolly just bored and looking for someone to chat with till they fall asleep.

To add on, almost all of the guys I know sleep earlier than me and/or fall asleep first. I honestly cannot stand guys who fall asleep earlier than/on me and people who text me saying they can't sleep but they fall asleep right after like 3 texts or less. Seriously??? (¬_¬)

So much for saying "I'm wide awake omgggg can't get to sleep, fml" etc

Douches.

Okay end of rant, good night

2011-03-23T05:02:00.001+08:00

I miss you

Contented

2011-03-22T04:37:00.000+08:00

Good news people!

My results are out and my gpa increased and I don't have to repeat any module!!!! *\(^o^)/* omggg hard work indeed pays off! Shall hit the sack now hehe good night!

ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Le sigh

2011-03-21T05:09:00.001+08:00

pense à vous.

The truth is

2011-03-21T03:04:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid of losing people. Especially people I love.

Nocturnal

2011-03-20T04:17:00.000+08:00

It's 4 in the morning and I'm wide awake. I'm creating scenarios in my head which will never happen in real life. Hah.

Alrighty, till later.

Friday

2011-03-18T04:02:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, it's friday! You guys know what to do right?

"IT'S FRIDAY, FRIDAY GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY!" - Rebecca Black

lmfaoooooo for those who haven't watched it yet, here's her mv

And I just took one fucking hour to update my iphone's software, UGHHHHH. Okay good night! I'm gna have some fun fun fun fun in my dreams! I, I, I so exciteddddddd. NOT

BTW! Try saying the phrase "I won a math debate" 5 times rlly fast.

teehee kthxbai

head above water

meowwwwww *.*

feels like death

Train • Drops of Jupiter

Photographs

FATCAT, Y U SO FAT AND CUTE

Fresh Start

Fatssssss

Retail Therapy :-)

A&F's shirtless greeters |-)

Kafka on the Shore

Wasted as fuck

New look

Took my love

y so cute

Here comes the feeling you thought you'd forgotten.

KOJH

new piercings

Last kiss

paradise

could it be something more

Best 6 weeks of my life

Life's good

onlybenny

Does it even matter anyway

Peekchazzz

Life

lazy

That awkward moment when...

reality check

updates

choked up

nobody knows

for you

Always

cuteness overload

cravings

don't you?

things to do

fucking creep

untitled

best day of the week

monte carlo

dusting down the stars

glad

How to memorize shits for test/exam

fattypigforlife

worst week ever t(=,-)t

gym class heroes are back baby

panda eyes, hello

tragus appreciation post 2k11

lost

我又失眠了

sparks fly

happy day :-) :-) :-)

hello june, you're here

outfit

my mind is muddy and my heart is heavy

you're always there, you're everywhere

i will update soon

nothing even matters

awww yea

reasons to feel bad

-

if time is all i have

strangers, again

nobody's perfect

stronger

this.

so much hatred

:@

forever in love

Burger King Sundae Promo

porkiez birthday post

nuff said

shelter

infinity

i'm on pms mode

today is one of those days i...

Space Bound

meowwwwww .